Monday, October 25, 2010

Love him, we should let him know

I have read many articles about love, happiness, love is the same, unfortunately, love is the same, so I was impressed by the remains are those unfortunate love, love someone, you should let him know because love can not afford to wait ... ... so I will not let my love leave any regrets, love him, we should let him know.

He and I are classmates, really, I never dreamed I would fall in love with him, but did not think he would love me.

things to goes back to school those days, when he was in pursuit of another girl in our class - Lin. Lin is my best friend, when she was intoxicated infatuation with a boy met online, so do not hesitate to pursue his refusal. But he still has not completely abandoned, that might not always be the best of it, he found me, hope I can talk about the good things in front of the forest. As Lin's best friend, it can be said as a girl, I deeply understand that person as long as you do not feel, no matter how good you, chasing you long in vain. So, I began to persuade him to open some of the Internet, I can only do so, and only on the Internet, but all of this, Lin did not know.

been said, time can dilute all, just the beginning, we talk about only one - that is, forest. But, gradually, I found that we started to avoid this topic, I know it is not deliberately avoid, as if the sentence is confirmed: time can dilute all. We can not say there is a tacit understanding between, I will tell him my mind, he, too, like an appointment, and we, in reality, almost never said a word, met, up to just smile, No one guessed our words can have so many online chat, there are so mind waiting for the other share, and now to think of it, it all seems unbelievable, at that time we seem to avoid what is, perhaps, because I know when he already have a boyfriend right, and soon after, he had a girlfriend, but also our class, they seem like a very happy, I'm really happy for him from the bottom of my heart, would have something to Here it should end, this should be a good ending, but things happens is not what you can expect, perhaps, as he said, is God in the tease us and give us a joke, a ridiculous joke. We continue to chat online, talk, but, gradually fewer such opportunities, he seldom made it to the Internet, over time, I get used to. Met, we still do not say a word.

later heard that he and his girlfriend broke up. Yes, it is heard but not heard from him. Although I occasionally met him online, he has not mentioned this to me, of course, I will not ask him. Still later, he changed a girlfriend, shorter than a year, a very gentle girl, but this is not heard, but your own eyes. Because in school, at all times to see the two of them figure, is also very happily. But I can not tell what it feels like.

I remember since then, we rarely talk on the Internet, and sometimes ask each other soon as well, sometimes on only to see his name hanging in there, quietly. Only vaguely remember it once, he suddenly talking to me, and then we talked to his current girlfriend, actually he was envious of me, at least the feelings of me and my boyfriend is very stable. I asked him, you love her How he answered, I can not remember, maybe I do not want to know the answer. Finally, I expected, they ultimately could not together.

after entering the final year, he was rarely at school, on-line almost met him, even if met, I do not remember, because we do not have a long time spoken to the Internet. Maybe one day, QQ, I found many names he is still quiet, I could not help but say to him, long time no see ah, are you coming for a while yet What all this time gone He told me that he went to another city practice. So we began to chat and talk about trivial things, can not find the feeling before, it seems a bit strange taste.

near graduation, he came back. This time the students are busy giving each other photos, as nostalgia, I ran to him to be, he, handing me a stack of pictures that I chose, photos of his time out of school photo's, many of which are double photo, photos The girl is very beautiful inside, each photo is very intimate look, no doubt about their relationship. I said, your girlfriend so beautiful! He smiled, a smile in a kind of unspeakable things, maybe I am suspicious of.

I changed the name on the Internet, the Internet one day when he suddenly asked me, are you I said, yes ah. He said, how do you change the name of an old love, I almost do not know you. I said, then I'll name pulls must first inform you! He said yes. Then, as far apart as before we started chatting, he asked me after graduation, her boyfriend how to do, I say, let it it, I will not order him to stay here, I want to go back and look for work. He said I should do so, the future will be even more important. He also said that you let this go I am very worried. I could not help laughing, I asked him with a joking tone, how You start worrying about me After a long time before he finally said something vague, then, as if trying to hide, my heart sank another Shen.

the Internet, we seem to be back to the past, different is a language called ambiguous among the many things that made me feel warm. Met, we do not say a word, perhaps at this moment, we feel that everything is redundant, as long as it's a casual look, a smile is enough. The more we approach graduation, my heart is more panic, more chaotic. When I stay in school more than many, perhaps just to be able to see more of his glances, perhaps to let him see more of my glances, the truth is to let more of our memories of a few more.

the past will always come, at last, or to graduate this day. I always feel something will happen today, or something I want to happen. Dine when, has been shrouded in a kind of sad atmosphere, we all hold together, crying into a ball, and all alcohol. Wine is really a good thing, it can make some ordinary people are afraid to do, but want to do. Originally drinker not like how I'll feel after a few glasses of wine, and finally the courage to come before him, to his toast, he let me drink so I nodded and turned away. I certainly would not listen to him, I think I'm gonna drink your fill, drink much to drink much, since after all, no more chances. Although I drink groggy, but my view has never moved his face, then, I vaguely to see him and a girl hold together, a closer look, only to find that one of our class girls, that is, his former girlfriend. In fact, this is not anything unusual, because in my side, there are already many such examples, and most are old lovers, they do not want to regain lost love, only to miss the good times over the last Bale . But I see both of them embrace it uncomfortable, so I staggered walked over, trying to separate them. I walked over and heard him say to her, You're drunk, I help you upstairs, I heard of course very pleased, although the girls would not life and death, I was up with him Bata Fu was I have only one idea, I do not want anyone to disturb us, he belongs to me! No one can stop us.

to the girls back to the bedroom, I tried to get away, I stood on the stairs waiting for him, he saw me, we, like a pair of lovers reunited after a long embrace as tightly together, then moment, I found the love of his own so, you need him, I miss this way in his arms, never again to leave! My heart has been boiling up to Proton! ! A voice said to me: love, we should say so! Do not leave regrets, even if regret is worth ... ... A sudden burst of pain in my heart, a few years, we know for years, but when we are about to go our separate ways, did he realize that we are so important in each other's heart ... ... That night, we had to sit dawn Our man of few words, but there is nothing happier than this, made me enchanted ... ...

who do not know our future be like, maybe we will meet again from Perhaps we will desperately together, maybe one day we will forget each other ... ... but, no matter what the outcome, I will not feel sorry, because, true love, not the length of time, perhaps only a few days , a few hours, as long as true love, too breathtaking. So, love him, we should let him know ... ...

No comments: